I don't love

There's something else between us My eyes can't name it yet But with my whole being I feel repulsive threat The cold the unforgiven Alienated state I Look at you through prisms That cuts your light appart I know i do not love you A love so pure and kind There a soup of emotions Which taste not sure I like I might not know yet what's it Why do I feel so far Why do i feel so threatened Both by your leaving or your eternal love. I do no love you baby The way I would expect to love It's just some shared table Where we just laugh and talk. At night i cry my soul out At day already forget But when I meet you baby My life feels emptíed The wordly do not matter To me and to my needs I want only a closure that would feel