I don't love you

I don't love you. My heart aches every time we talk. It races around, trying to catch itself. And it feels like f***ing hell. When you message, my heart drops. Just sometimes it makes it hard for me to breathe.. To speak... To see... I can't sleep.. I don't love you I reread our chats. And it makes me feel like i am having a panic attack.. Just a simple fact, you make my face turn red.. I stay up with you, all night and day And it hurts so badly when you say... Close friends.. But I guess that makes sense... I don't love you.. I can't stop thinking, shaking, craving.. When it comes to you I get careless.. Reckless... Almost like... jealous. It turns my stomach, and it makes me feel dumb as f***.. because.. I'm in love with you..