I Don't See

I don't see this ever getting better I can't see it Something block my view fear, anger, I stare at you With my eyes closed, because you are not really there I don't see you Hard to figure you out, I can't explain you. I want to, I need to, Before you go But I don't see that ever happening Unfortunately, that is how life is, You think your life is hell, Walk in my shoes, See how it feels How it feeds on my living flesh like a zombie I want to know Good or bad, I need to know See me through your eyes Like starting a book and never finishing it Never actually getting to the point Leaving you clueless Or in this case, unaware Because my feeling are hidden From the world, Worst part, hidden from myself You, Me, unaware, no clue If only you knew, Would you stay then?