I Don't Understand

Why am I sad

Why do I want to cry

Is it the pain I feel for a friend

Is it the fact that someone died

Why do I fear the monsters

Burning in my head

Drowning me

I can not breathe

I think they want me dead

I hurt so bad

What do I do

It starts to get the best of you

Try and hold on

Don't let go

Like a cancer

Nightmares flow

Drifting on forever it seems

I wish

Let me be

No one understands

And neither do I