I don't understand

Why did I ever decided to first speak 

to you seeing you alone?

I fell in love with you

a little too hard

It felt like love

I was blinded by your looks

and your music

Everyone told me you're all bad news

I just wouldn't listen

It was a subconscious warning

And you didn't say anything

You never did

We never really had anything to talk about

You were just trying to get me to like you

You don't give a damn about me

All you care about is yourself

I somewhat felt sorta used

Maybe that's why that lady

I shouldn't ever talk to you

She was right

You were somehow different than 

all the other guys

But you are still fake as ever like

the other guys

That's why I'm really going to give

this one last time

You won't have to worry about seeing

me in church anymore

Since you never did care

That's why I will forever stop going 

to LWCC 

I guess this is "farewell forever"

since I never actually said those 

two words

You'll understand won't you?