I Feel Nothing

I feel nothing. 

I tried to scream, tried to cry

I tried to laugh

But nothing happens

I feel nothing.

Maybe if one more thing could go wrong

I could let something out

Maybe if I try to frustrate myself

Maybe I could make myself cry 

Bittersweet tears

Just to know I’m really alive

But I feel nothing.

One day, I know

I’ll look back and wish I could feel this way again

But I know

I could never feel this way at all

Because I feel nothing

I feel nothing.