I fell again. It hurts

It happened again.

. 

I fell in love with his soul. 

everything about him and I didn't realize it until

I know I was so lonely I begged for his attention once more. 

before I knew I wasn't the special girl he told me I was that one night

I was just another girl. 

Another number that's all I will ever be to him 

the 11th girl he has done this too

I mean who knows what number I am really.  

He told me he played me 

But I didn't want to believe it I

didn't even to feel my heart break again.