I Grew Up
Children are like the sun
Bright, cheerful, energetic
Happy little faces
Their rays shine off their faces giving happiness to others
When do you know you aren't a child anymore?
Is it just hitting a certain age?
Growing out of all of your little clothes?
Maybe someone just tells you that you arn't a kid anymore?
Nope, not even close.
So what makes you know you aren't a child?
There is a number of different things
Each person has their own way of knowing
Maybe you aren't as happy as you used to be as a kid
Jokes turn into dark and sexual humor
You begin to actually understand certain things,
Like the meaning of life or love, or others
These were the specifics for me,
even though I had plans in my future, I didn't expect to fulfill them
I didn't think I would make it through high school
I was unhappy and hurting, but it eventually got better
I haven't exactly found the meaning of life,i probably never will,
But I have learned my own meaning of love.
I have found someone whom I love, and they helped me understand.
I was confused on the meaning for a while, but I've figured it out
I also just don't feel like a kid anymore
I guess that's the icing of the cake
I know now, that I definitely dont have the mentality of a kid
It took years for me to realize that.