I HAD BETTER DAY'S

I Had Lost Better Day's 

I sit here so isolate with so much on my mind; 
Oh how my heart cry's out to you Jehovah , 
Your words hold my poor heart in the right  
Way to go , 
I was so lost and a lone , didn't have nothing I 
Could call my own , I didn't even have a home , 
Some time ago I had lost my way of better days; 
why? 
what have I done? I taken my eyes off of the true 
God ; and started walking in darkness , I thought 
I could do things on my own ; 
Know I cry out ! Please don't leave me ,I need you  
Jehovah , I love you I was so wrong to think I was 
Better on my own without you to lead the way for 
Me to walk , 
This torture of this old darken world ; destroyed me 
I can't sleep, My heart keep taunting me , For doing  
So wrong , This pain that I feel goes on night and day 
kills my laughter, encourages more pain; and keep's 
Me so deep in depression  of my wrong's , 
My soul cry's out like a old sad love song of long ago  
When psalms of David cry's to come home , 
Jehovah find me ! tell me that everything is going to be 
alright , That you are by my side , 
Just know Jehovah ; That I have made a stupid mistake 
And I will keep walking in your ways of better day's . 
The beating of my heart,and the throbbing in my brain 
Was as if I was about to die to an empty place lost men  
Call home of ever lasting ; 
I had to cry of a reality check , This was not were I wanted 
To be ! My heart belong to Jehovah of everlasting love  
From heaven above ,  
I had to cry many day's and lonely night ; Hoping and praying 
You would hear my cry's , 
I had felt you don't want me , But just then I heard a voice say  
In the dark pouring rain , Saying I gave my only begotten Son 
Jesus to die for you , and for all mankind , 
So just then I could feel my heart mined ,And I new Jehovah head 
My cry and told me to live life right in his eyes, From that time on  
I moved on teaching others about Jehovah and his law's . 

Lilly Emery (C)