I HAD CRIED TO YOU

June 15, 2016

I Had Cried To You

There is a great deal of depression that has
Overtaken my soul of long ago when I lost
My control over what is right or wrong
It was like a sad love song and the rain that
Floods deep within,

I was too young to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try

I was only two when I started crying out to you
You touched my little heart from the start
I would get down on my knees asking you

Please make the hurt stop
Into every inch that makes me whole would
Be you Jehovah that kept my soul of long ago

I would cry deep in the night asking why did
She doesn't love me and why did my father leave
Me even without a word of goodbyes

Their ware no words of what was right in my life
All I have known was all that was wrong with no one in
My life that loved me; I almost died in my teens

And my mother didn't even come to see me
But you did that day and you had spoken in my heart
Saying you love me from the start,

When your mother and father had left you off long ago
I had never let you go,
this I put down in my book
For all to know you are mine along with many of my kind

This world is so blind they cannot see what I need them to be
But you my little one you are where
I need you to be, Let your heart sing.

Poetic Lilly J. Emery(c)

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Dark Angel Lilly Emery

To all my readers you may see that their are grammar errors in my old writings, but these writing are from the80's, 90's ,2000's. I truly didn't think anyone was readying my work . so I just started writing out what I felt and made my pains a story and poems . I had re post these poems and stories all over the internet and I keep them also in file so no one can ever say my work is theirs . I have kept my work as they are just for others to see where it was I started my writing at . The pains are so real not even a game ,The life I had lived I would never wish upon no one . I like to say to all who are taking the steps for change in their life congratulations to the new open doors God bless you . You may have seen my photos on the internet and my writings on Poetry.com and poem hunter etc. you may have seen the hate that others have given to me about my work and my beauty of who I am . But as you can see I will never let the haters Stop me from doing what I love . So I say the same to all of you write your own words and let your heart speak to all your readers . I hope you can understand why I haven't made changes in my work at less not the old ones . My old work are left as they are for me to always remember where it all came from . God bless to all who reads . Lilly Emery / Judy Emery

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