I had a panic attack in math

Dear old friend,

i am sorry,

i saw you walk in and I did not say hello,

for the first time in a while,

i did not want to say hello,

you are a constant need telling me to get over it,

when i am trying to make something out of this

now my breakdown was a way to tell me it is a war I cannot win,

but I will miss you,

i tried to move out of your way but they say it’s impossible to leave the life of someone who never believed you to be a part of theirs 

I learned your priorities and it broke my heart,

you out of all people should’ve understood,

love is not something you force, 

ive taught you that before,

guess you never learned.

Love,

the girl you hate.