I hate
The times of release
Freedom
And happiness
Not to worry about any thing
Just...........,....just mine
Time bounded only as yours
I hate the fact
That I am the decider
Which led my life
In a different road forever
While you were beside me,
Wiping my tears
Embedding me
In your warmness
That smell of yours
Which built my beingness
Now I lost it
I looked back and you were there
But I, long way too far
Hoping things were different
And would change as they were before
While you weren't here,
I cried a lot
I needed someone
To wipe my tears
And say honey I am here
I needed to talk to someone
How I feel.......
And wanted response
Oh that is easy
Then we will laugh and chill
Whole day
Then week
And month and year
I was thinking out louder
Things would be easier to bear
Only if you were here
At least I wouldn't have you
O ly in my memories
You would be here in my ups and downs
With me
Through my laughs and cries