I Hate, I Hate Part 2 12/26/14

I hate, I hate My son is eight The middle one's two For this I knew For two would Not b long for he In two short months He would b three. The oldest got The best of me. The little ones The rest of me. I hate I tried to Close the gate But stole the key And made it free. My anger has cost Me everyone I know My anger has lost Me down below Who is this person I've become? Who is this woman I now have become? I do not like Who I've become I do not like it Not even some. My mom married him And divorced me My dad now dates her All his time spent with she. This is the path I thought I chose That twist and turned There caused me woes. If life is a journey With lessons to learn, Then why haven't I learned? Why do I get burned?