I hate you.

I've never felt this kind of feeling,

We were never supposed to catch feels in the first place.

We aren't even together,

and we never have been. 

But I ever felt this feeling, 

Where my heart swells up I can feel it in my throat.

My stomach gets in knots when your name pops up on my phone.

How I instantaneously want to drop my plans as soon as you call.

I would empty my bank account without a second thought. 

I would give you the last of my food if you said you were hungry.

My whole life feels incomplete when I think about you not being in it.

My mind can be so slammed and I constantly think about the adventures we would go on.

I hate it so much 

and I hate you so much.

I hate this feeling so much.