I hate you <3

To tell you the truth,

I think of you more and more since then.

You are on my mind every day.

To be honest, this is the most truthful I have been to anyone.

I am so used to lies,

They leave my lips smoother than the truth.

I guess, what I am saying is, I am going to lie to you right now.

I am going to lie because it is the only thing I know how to do,

But I need you to hear this lie.

Because It is the most truthful lie I have ever said to you since I met you.

That lie is that I hate you.

I hate you so much my eyes dry up at the thought of you.

I hate you to the degree that when I think of you,

My heart beats slower and I feel dead because I hate you so much.

The world is a darker place because of you.

And I never want you to understand how I hate you so very much.

Because I do hate you.

I hate you and I never want to see you again.

And the scariest part is that i think...

I will hate you until I die.