I have given my love

I have given my love and so much of it out I am drained theres not even a drop my heart feels cold my emotions are on hold but deep down I crave love too to be held to say I love you as well to go out and have some fun to give gifts and kisses no doubt to lay in there arms after a long day out but how can one want these things when there feeling washed out? it is selfish to want and not give to want to be treated with much love once given but to put that much effort into one person to give it all you got the hugs the kisses the gifts the I love you toos to see them slowly fall out of love to be told it's an obsession rather it being called love to watch the person walk away to say it was all for nothing for all the promises that are broken for the plans that will never be made for the mind to question why and the heart that brakes to the tears that fall and the sleepless nights so I ask why i want to be loved to feel all this again i dont want to question things anymore i dont want to hurt