I was once a happy girl
Who loved to wear rings and pearls
It's funny how things have changed
Because now I'm not the same
I remember when I used to laugh and smile
But now I just cry
Today is Christmas day
But I'm not ok
I honestly don't know what to feel
I'm just trying to stay still
So I can't ruin today for my family
Sorry mom and dad
But pretending is making me lose my sanity
And it's not your fault that I'm sad
I just feel like a fool
And I hope no one ever feels the same way I do