I Just Need Answers
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Do you even see
how much you hurt me.
I don’t think it’s normal
for this in a relationship.
I regret not telling you
everything I’m thinking.
But if I did, I know you,
you’d beat yourself up,
for no good reason.
You’d hurt yourself purposefully
then repeat the whole process.
Upsetting me more
and not fixing our problem.
You don’t seem to listen
but when you do, you’re distracted.
I start a conversation,
and you completely
ignore me.
I don’t mean to offend
I just can’t take much more
nonsense.
I love you so much,
but I don’t understand.
I just wish you’d explain
how you feel about me.
But you claim you can’t
or is it that you don’t want to.
I wish you’d just listen
rather than repeating this dance.
It makes me feel foolish
and unimportant to you.
Please tell me your thoughts
and tell me the truth.
Do you really love me
or is this just only a hoax?