I just wanna disappear

I just wanna disappear

the tears I cried everyday

I rather die

Then live in this world

I have no friends

Nobody likes me

They take me as a joke

Their just pretending

I am their source of 

entertainment 

But I'm not laughing

I'm hurting, crying, and dying 

on the inside

And that doesn't matter

to anyone anyway

I'm never gonna be put up 

ever again to entertain those

who I think aren't really my

friends

I have no friends

I don't care about anyone

They don't care about me

I'll stick by my family, God, and myself

and that's it