I know

I know she doesnt care, so why should i? i try to keep my feelings bottled up,but it just makes me cry. i dont know what i did to bring me such pain.why does she do these things to me,when will it be my turn to reign.i take care of her as if we traded places,but she's still sending me away its like im up in space and i dont know how to make it disappear.i dont even know why she brought me here.her words hurt me like an atomic bomb.this person i know doesnt care for me happens to be my mom