I know her

Ive hidden from connection for so long, kept my distance from people to supposedly save my soul But when I look back ive only hurt my self because all of them have moved on I am here still disconnected Nothing to say Trying to be brave when I'm really just a slave to pride Conversation used to be so easy when I didn't care Connection used to be so easy when I didn't care Disconnect used to be so easy when I didn't care or Maybe Ive always cared I just hid it well I'm stuck in this revolving circle I pray each day for a way out But still I'm clinging on I know karma so well Shes what goes around she's what comes around But yet I never know whens she coming mysterious How do I know you but dont know you at all Something like myself Hurting people but helping them all at once They learn from me Their most thought of mistake Heartache But now I feel their pain Karma oh how long must you stay Taste on my tongue like an onion Good going on Hard coming off Bittersweet Which lover will I learn from next? Which character will be put to the test? Your visits have yet to get fewer ? Have I done that much damage? Or am I a sore sight to your eyes Maybe that is why I still hold on...