I know her

Mon, 10/27/2014 - 19:02 -- godspen

Ive hidden from connection for so long, kept my distance from people to supposedly save my soul
But when I look back ive only hurt my self because all of them have moved on I am here still disconnected
Nothing to say
Trying to be brave when I'm really just a slave to pride
Conversation used to be so easy when I didn't care
Connection used to be so easy when I didn't care
Disconnect used to be so easy when I didn't care
or Maybe Ive always cared
I just hid it well
I'm stuck in this revolving circle
I pray each day for a way out
But still I'm clinging on
I know karma so well
Shes what goes around
she's what comes around
But yet I never know whens she coming
mysterious
How do I know you but dont know you at all
Something like myself
Hurting people but helping them all at once
They learn from me
Their most thought of mistake
Heartache
But now I feel their pain
Karma oh how long must you stay
Taste on my tongue like an onion
Good going on
Hard coming off
Bittersweet
Which lover will I learn from next?
Which character will be put to the test?
Your visits have yet to get fewer ?
Have I done that much damage?
Or am I a sore sight to your eyes
Maybe that is why I still hold on...

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