As I Look On Into The World

I wander lonely around,
As I watch the world move as fast as lightning.
I watch those that fall leisurely get up and move on, unbound,
While I'm stuck in the black hole I once found shiny.
As I look on into the world...

As I look on into the world,
I see those who once claimed they loved me.
The truth gradually starts to unfurl,
As I watch, they'll never see me.
Because I'm excluded from the world...

As I look on into the world,
I see all the violence, betrayal, and hurt.
I see mostly how much fun and laughs those I love have that swirls.
All their hurt, unhappiness, and lonely have no place, so in me, they insert.
As I look on into the world...

As I look on into the world,
I feel how little I'm actually cared for.
My loved ones have left me behind and forgot all about this lonely girl.
As I cry and cry in their faces, they don't see that I'm sore.
I cry uncontrollably as I look on into the world...

As I look on into the world,
I've watched my life fall apart,
As person after person, hurt after hurt,
Blackens this troubled, titanic heart.
As I die looking on into the world. . .

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