i lost

When your dreams come true

the reality mught be a nightmare

when you get what you want

you might lose what you have

what you need, and who you love

when you get your dreams

you might lose your life, your love

I always dreamed about her, us

I always wanted to be with her, together

I wanted to live together, forever

but now..

I lost

I thought I got my dream

but I was wrong,

I've never dreamed about being alone

hopeless, homeless, speechless

I dreamed about life, but I got death

I dreamed about family, but I al lonely

I dreamed about peace, but I ended up at war

I had love, but now I dream about it

I had family, now I have memories about it

I had life, I had hope, I had home

now...

I have war.