I love you - not.

Narrow is the passage that leads to your heart,

And as I search for your love,

I never come close nor am I ever good enough to have it,

I'm still stuck out here,

And looking in, I can see it,

All that love that once was,

Wanting to be rekindled again,

Yet I can not reach it,

Why? I wonder to myself and many questions bug me every night,

And now I ask myself.

Can I not reach it because I'm inadequate?

Or is it because a part of me does not love you anymore.