I loved you and always will

Its hard, loosing a person that has always cared about you. All of these mixed feelings come up like a valcano. Disbelief, grief, anger, sadness. The the worst part for me the memories.

Sometimes you wont have any. But you will always remember that feeling they gave you. Wheather it was good or bad, wheather you were happy or sad. Today I lost my granpa. The only one that really in my life at the moment. The rest of this poem is a messege to him.

Dear pappa,

I just wanna say that I loved you and I always will. I might not have been able to spend a lot of time with you, but when I was with you I was happy. You checked on me when I was hurting and you loved us unconditionally. I will love you always pappa I refuse to say bye to you because your not leaving me here alone. Thank you for being there when it felt like nobody else was. I loved you pappa and I always will.