I miss

I miss your gentle eyes looking into mine with acuity. When your arms were wrapped around me, I was enveloped in your scent that makes me hazy. The scent I still remember and I miss dearly. I miss being happy and relaxed around you a bunch. You were my anchor, the reason I woke with adrenaline. I went out of my way far too much. And I miss the taste of your lips on mine, I remember our rhythm was as one in my brain. We had a deep connection and a playful one too. Seeing you brings back the pain all over again. From the days I thought I was in love with you. But too bad it was just all in my head. Oh, I wish you were more than just a friend.