I MISS YOU

the smell of you on my pillow keeps me awake at night, you side of the bed been empty for years now no one will take your side sometimes in the middle of the night I hug your pillow ,alone an cry as the years go by im getting old but no matter what my heart wont seems to let you go ; a spiral down from depression its gotten bad every thing you owed has become my own obsession, i checked out the hospital yesterday because of a flu , I don't care if I die today tomorrow? I just wanna be with you my voice is gone an laugh lines too im no longer happy ,no not without you they say true love dies an only exist in fairy tales ,but there wrong its not true I cant love again I cant laugh or sing of wonderful joy for pete's sake , I cant help but the dreed an longing that makes my heart ache; they say love is a fairy tale an I should get over you but my heart will forever beat fast an hard like the first time you said I love you too