I NEED TO GO TO BED

I really fucking need to go to bed Its 2 am My battery is at 14 percent I am speant I am tired And yet I come here to vent To feel an ounce of productivity I really had this coming to me I stay up every night And suddenly I'm shocked falling asleep takes a lot more Than just turning off the light Did I mention I am tired But my body doesnt care All it can think about Are reasons for self loathing And whether it's possible to suffocate from ones own hair So here we are You and I Late at night It's when I always come crawling back to you right? I swear it won't be like this every time I'l devote more hours You will cease being my last resort Become my first step It's so hard to change when everything is fine I know it could be so much better If I felt as good as I do After I spend time with you... Every day?!?!?! Well damn My whole life would change But im an idiot So here I am With my classic midnight side hoe Well I really should go Xoxo babe Goodnight Luv ya