I need you

*We will never understand God's plan, we're not ment too because it's out of our hands. *But before you leave today, take a minute to hear our eulogy *In everything we were going to be, unknowingly, I craved the day that you destroy me, *With all the petty games I played, And all the hateful things you say'ed *How could love treat us this way? or grow the balls to up and walk away! * But hey............................... *silly me.................................. *because now I see how its turned out to be. * Though, just as the moon waxes and wanes none of this pain is ill gotten gains... *The drugs took the emotions away, dam near rid them from us every day, *As it despensed our reality in spurts the ultimate divert is what caused our hurt to invert! * But you never seen it coming....for I was taking all the blows, Without weary remarks, while we stuffed our nose! * and its ok, If you want to walk away, just leave me with our debt to pay... I wouldnt have it any other way. * The lessons you've taught me baby, are rarely sought, unfortunately... for me, they were bought. * I'll cry as you leave with snot on my sleeve, Tho I soon will admit, Im tired of your shit And for you to just leave, is somthing i need! * Eventually, when all my pieces retract, I will pray to God for you back. *With the debth of the damage still yet to be known, unprepared and unaware of the web that we've sewn *My heart shoots pains deep down in my bones. Still you're the one who condones my moans', * Anyway,.... You're ride's here to take you away,..... And it's ok ....... There isn't much of me left anyway. Have a good day..........