I Need You Jesus

When I wake up you give me breath to breath, 

I can walk and talk from the life that is within me

My heart beats and my chest pump all because of you, 

And yet I still find a way to undermine the wonderful things you do

I lie and cheat, covet and lust, I am jealous and murderous in the heart, 

I idolisize my phone, work, and school over you, and the worst of all, 

I don't spend effect time with you, 

I know, I desire death, I desire to die, I desire to be in hell for all of my sins,

Wait, you forgive me if I repent, ok but look what I did, 

Your blood covers my sins, but Lord I am not worthy of your loving kindness

Wait, al you doing is waiting for me to surrender. 

Ok, but I can't do it without your help,

Ok, you said that you would help me too. 

Thank you Jesus, 

I know that your word says that you will forgive me,

but every time I sin I get these thoughts. 

Lord, I confess my sins and I know that you will help me if I repent.

Everytime I fall, please help me to get back up, and know that you are waiting to catch me when I fall. 

But I must have a humble and fleshy heart. 

Thank you Jesus, I know I can do it in you.