Falling in love hurt..

it was like the best contradicting feeling

it was my mind saying run

but my heart was screaming for the love 

 

I needed your touch

the love you gave to me was breath taking

it brought these feelings of  passion and truth

all in one

 

God only knew what it felt like to love you  for me.. 

you changed me forever something no one will ever be able to do

 

You made me wake up with the urge to write my love out to you through words,

because I couldn't  be in your presence every morning..

to tell you my need for your existence and the lust bursting from your soul to mine

 

Lust had my heart screaming out for you 

It called out for the need of your touch  

the spilling of drugs to be injected in my needy body

 

lord knows I needed your lust..

you were the worse drug I've ever injected in me 

 

Im so paralyzed after loving you 

my body gets weak after thinking of you.

our memories and the times I opened my whole soul to you

Its been frozen; the love I have the need is for you

 

Im withdrawing

Ive never needed a human beings lust so much in my life

 

I was addicted to the feel of your name just rolling from my tongue

and this burning sensation in my heart

from the words that had been spit through my collasping teeth

 

the need for lust was a contradicting drug