I Realized

Dating is that little fairytale dream that I personally realized it wasn't for me... I learned to out grow the men I became involved with... It's like watching a t.v. program that doesn't satisfy your means or voids... These things become a bore just like some men I used to take into consideration... Sometimes they remind me of parasites that bite us women on the ass... Next thing you know they walk away from unresloved situations... Silence... Wait... Silence has becomes intensely personally... I realize that dating myself feels appreciate... The unnew feeling that I'd embrace each day has made has approached me and met the better me each day... Looking through a glass window of how desperately I've fought for love and marriage... I realized that I don't need a man to justify me.. This thing called love helped me realize that love didn't accommodate my hugs or countless fullfillment back... Love has taught me to love more of me with all my heart. Leave the remains to someone else... I'm not turning my back on love. I've decided to just separate the old me and transforming a ravishing new me on a more revovling level that meets my needs... You know the kind of love that's faithful and comes back to you... The kind of love that awakens you and knows how to embrace you at all given times... That kind love when you are not around them the fire is still there... The kind of love that takes you by surprise and misses them even when there is a room full of people.... You know the love that meets you 100/100 percent in the middle... When I find that kind of love then I will know that love has loved me...