I remember...

I remember

A year ago today at 2:00pm,

I remember thinking it was nightmare

The events that took place next

I remember my plan,

Where I wanted my life to stand

I remember the thoughts I had

When I knew I could stand no longer

I remember the pain in my heart

Wishing I never would feel that again

I remember the tears rolling down my cheek

Never wanting to cry like that again

I remember the words we shared

The hate I felt, that would disappear in an instant

I remember saying those three words for the first time

Wishing they meant more than they did

But worst of all,

I remember feeling alone…