I Remember...

I remember when I first saw and met you

I remember the feeling of butterflies as I walked up to you

I remember thinking I could tell you anything

I remember the feeling of pure joy just being in your presence

I remember feeling comforted in your strong arms as you embraced me

I remember the masculine smell of you as you told me you would never hurt me

I remember you being my first kiss and never wanting anyone else

I remember looking forward to seeing you

I remember the confusion of when you left me on read

I also remember the hurt I felt seeing you kiss one of my friends

I remember telling that friend how I felt about you

I remember her teasing me and calling you my boyfriend

I remember the blush of my cheeks as I said “He’s not my boyfriend… yet” 

I remember her saying she’s happy I found someone I loved

I remember the feeling of betrayal at her

I remember the feeling of my heart shattering because of you

I remember a time when I trusted both of you

I remember the moment of thinking if everything you told me was a lie

I remember I gave you my all and you gave me a heartbreak

I remember feeling as though my first love hurt me when you were not mine but you made me think I was going to be yours

I remember the pain of trusting you and thinking you loved me the same way

 I remember when I trusted people easily but now my heart is closed up

I remember you being my first love and will never forget you

I will always love you but it’s not the same way

I remember when I used to care and I used to try