I Still Love You

To the one who holds my heart,

It's so hard anymore

It's hard to sleep,

because I only dream of you.

It's hard to breathe

because you stole my last breath.

It's hard to wake up

because I am struck with the cold hard fact

that I don't have you anymore.

It's hard to be with my friends, our friends

because I'm reminded of the fun that we had.

It's hard to watch the rain

because that's what we used to do

It's even hard to watch her kiss you

because that's what I used to do.

It's hard to exist without you

but I do, I have to.

It's hard because it's all my fault 

I let you go.

It's hard to be friends

with someone you still love.

But its harder yet to let you go.