I Suffer in Silence

Something's wrong; Donno why but i feel empty Even your presence is not making happy but just nappy Im like a dead soul in the streets camping Maybe you changed and or you distanced in the instance you left Maybe you cut ties and you already gone Maybe im stuck living in the past yet you moved on Or maybe its coz im like a virgin at this A.K.A no experience but i think its okay for me to feel this way . In the back of my mind there is a place i know full of sorrows And when i think of those times my anxiety feels what is hollow Stop tryna add to my sorrows so i just pray i feel better when i sleep and wake up tomorrow I feel as if you hiding something and its now making me feel claustrophobic around you I sit and i cry in my room My heart's been broken; suffocating it feels like i was choking I don't know what to do So i just pray that this pain would go away How dare you say "i missed you" when you always playin games I wanted to leave but i felt trapped inside a cage. Trust got me killed and i don't want love to get me hurt So please tell me what its worth You trapping me inside a maze and She says it means that im on earth I donno when it'll go away But i know it'll go away I knoe i said it but im just praying i feel better when i sleep and wake up tomorrow If you were to walk in my shoes you wouldn't last a day Cause the demons of self loth and pain haunt and do dvd me, Just because of all my paths im steady taking You one of them and you make shakky my head's aching you degrade me Tell me how i shld feel coz im an imprudent student confused and im now acussing your principles while maybe the truth is im confused cause im refusing to listen to your teachings Im stepping in the booth for the truth but the truth is can i handle the truth I doubt you remember but, You know when we started remember when we met that was the best day i had Everyday since back then i can't get you off my head Every thot every step you are the one that i have You have a spot in heart but do you wanna be the pain in my veins Shld i sit in the shower to disguise my tears in the flow I looked in the mirror and i ddnt see a soul; this isn't a song this is a poem I no more wanna tell this story Cause i donno if it'll end in glory I hope you feel me i hope you feel me Just know I Suffer In Silence