I Thought

I thought that I was over you, I thought I was OK but then you started dating HER and things burst in disarray. Everything came tumbling down and no hands were there to help. This time instead of having you: alone, I start to melt. Engulfed I am in a bright RED sea of blood and salty tears. What the HELL is wrong with me? “Just leap from sunken piers” I miss the time we had; too short! Too many regrets, can’t we restart? I’d still welcome you back with open arms and forgiving heart But you don’t want me do you? That’s the whole point! You don’t miss me, you don’t care. You’d rather be disjoint I never got used to having a boyfriend and I will never understand having an ex But you’ll still be my valentine no matter what you wreck.