i thought about it like that...

i set there and thought about my life 

i sought to find out why i feel like this 

i talked to myself alot 

my mind was in a knot 

i wondered why i wanted another companion so bad

and why i was so sad ALL THE TIME i thought about it for a long time that night 

why is it such a crime to find that person again 

then it hit me like a sharp pain 

my insane mind finally told me the most sane thing it ever has 

i met the conclusion i dont need an enchanting female 

to impale my heart with a blade 

love offten hurts like that 

i want a conection with a person like i had with the friend i lost 

i miss how we would send text after text 

or how we would lay under the sun 

and chat i liked that...i liked...you....sky

but then that sun burnned out

the drought was no more 

and rain started to poor an ocean of feeling of tears

all the fears i had are back of being alone having no one again 

all of it was back and it stacked high

you wouldnt comply with my commuinication any more....

it was me and you against the world i miss that

now i know not even if your dead or alive

it deprives my mind of sanity to not have you around

now i walk the ground 

lonley with out you 

now i see the flaws you had 

that killed what we had

ill find a freind better or die trying what ever comes first

                                                            by levi cloninger