i thought i was a grown up

growing up in this fast pace world

I thought at twenty I was a big girl

paying for things

living alone

but there was somthing missing

I still was not grown

Between the life of a child and an adult 

That was my stage 

There was somthing missing

Maybe a chapter or a page?

I was torn 

Till i met my first born

This little man made me think

But made me so calm

I knew I grew up when I became a mom

I used to worry about the next day

But my son has taught me to live for today