I thought it was over
I thought it was over
the pain all gone
but it’s back once again
and I’m still alone
I loved you so deeply
now you’re stuck in my head
but I’ve somehow moved on
to love her instead
I spend each night dreaming
of you in my bed
and each time this happens
I wake up in dread
what if I marry?
Have several kids?
These dreams that I’m having
of myself I must rid
Gosh it’s so hard
waking up in despair
So I pick up the shard
and end all my cares
the glass feels so cool
as my skin it does slice
it has become my new tool
to make my emotions ice
I want you to leave me
but i know that you can’t
because you aren’t the enemy
I alone hold that blame
Please understand
I love both of you
But the thought I can’t stand
Is hurting either of you
I thought it was over
when I saw her eyes
but the fact I looked over
now makes me cry
All I can see now
is the mistakes I’ve made
So I make one more
To end them all