I thougt I was Grown

I thought I was Grown 

messing around ,being involved with boys that I 

had no reason to be around,

coming home late smoking weed ,and having unprotected sex 

having no type of thinking of using latex

throwing up noticing t my belly got a little bigger 

hoping when I get home late my mother hopefully won't 

notice the change in my figure 

I though I was grown and I wasn' t thinking right

knowing if i tell him we gonna end up in a huge fight 

yelling,cursing screaming  Man!!!!

walk from the unborn child we both created without giving a Damn 

thought I was grown from the reckless things

 I've done now I am a fourteen -year mother in high school about to have a son