I 've been trying to

I 've been trying to distract myself lately tryin to deny the felling I feel inside but your always on my mind like wouldn't it be nice to have a love like this a love like that but I got to face reality you will never be mine we on to different worlds an you ain't ever coming back for me an I wonder why out of all the thing I lost in life your the thing that I want back most after all the hurt I felt in life your the one that hurts most I can't get thought everything else but your the thing I find it hard to not chick up about to not feel heavy about like I looking in the mirror like where did I go wrong an if I try to right my wrong but couldn't I guess that something I got to live with and honestly I don't want to wirte no more I just can't seem to go on so I going to let this hurt leave this hurt here an maybe one day I will be at peace with this hurt