I Want To Hate You But I Can't

Anger

Hate

I want to be

I want to do

But I can't 

Because it's you

You make me feel these things

Things I can't control

And all of them different

Love

Hate

Anger

Admiration

Why am I so confused

Why can't I hate you

Why do you make me feel these things

I want to say I hate you for it

But we all know that's a lie

Someone help me

Teach me to hate

It might be easier 

Than waiting on fate