I want to write to

I want to write to her
And her what my heart holds.
My chest is almost bursting
Because it carries alot for her.
I'm tired of lying to myself
That patience pays,
Yet I have never seen any payment.

I have tried to convince myself
To be patient and give her time
But seems I might wait till the end,
Yet I do not want to reach there;
We might never talk to each other again.
I'm tired of holding my feelings.

Yes she was once hurt,
But I am not that heart breaker;
All I want is re-molding her,
Make her feel worth
And most valuable:
I want her to know that
I am not a lion in ship's skin.

I have tried to let her know
That without her I can't sleep,
No, I'm sorry; I can't wake up
I am even confused
Because I do not know what to say;
All I have in mind is her...

She is pretty with a good heart.
She wears a beautiful smile
On her innocent face.
I can't imagine owning her.

How then can I express
My feelings to her so she can understand?
I am just young and knows nothing,
But if I don't love her I'll die;
Teach me how to love,
Cause I need to love her...