I wanted her

With her it feels like I didn't spend the last 15 months depressed

It feels like I don't hate to wake up and get dressed

I even forgot that my grandpa recently left this world,

and more than anything,

I wanted her.

She had a mind more beautiful than the seven wonders of the world

She has a strange way of making me feel 5 again just with her words

and I don't think she knows how much I love my time with her

and I don't think she knows that I lose track of time around her

and I don't think she knows how much more the sun shines with her

and I don't think she knows that I lose my mind around her

So I still think of her simply because I'd never met a goddess so divine

But, I guess, I have to grow up sometime.

So, maybe it's best for her not to know,

Exactly how much she's affected my soul.