I was and I am here....

Even if my proximity wasn't clear . I don't know if it was me or you, That determined that we could be together , Through everything all the way through. My heart can't even tell me whether , Or not I truly need you. I was here because I thought without you , Life, I just wouldn't make it through. You showed me that it's possible to be without , Your other half for sure no doubt. Sacrifice is the last thing I wanna talk about. I don't even recall missing you when you were gone, Ohh because I didn't have you.... I was still strong. I am here because I am blind, Obviously not , I'm not trying to play with your mind. I am here because of that phase, That as every girls heart in a maze. I won't leave because its impossible for me really, To leave what I have gotten to love so dearly? I wish I could and maybe I would But beyond that everyone thinks I should. To bad they don't know you like I do, So speak freely? I wish they would stop and look at you.