I wasn't enough

This is my story

Sorry if it gets boring

There was a boy angry and horny

Wouldn't take no for an answer

Couldn't take no for an answer

Just wanted to hurt me

Well, He suceeded

It didn't matter if I pleaded

The tears they came and beaded

He wanted me to say yes

I said no

no 

no

no 

I can't remember how many times I said no

But he ignored it

Covered my mouth

And kept on going

He used me like a blow up doll

Never kissed me

No not at all

No one told me when a boy "loves" you he hurts you this way

I scream get off

Oh, he does

Not in the way I mean

The way he leaned

Into me

Made me feel

as if i was

n

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t

h

i

n

g

okay? He'd ask

I put on a mask

Yes.

Boy versus girl

I couldn't say how I feel

He'd just do it again

He fed off my fear

He was always near

I was never allowed to smile

He was so vile

I shared my story

I hope it wasn't boring

I hope you don't feel alone <3