I Wasn't Ready!

i Wasn't Ready!

Everything you put me throught

i never knew it would hurt so much

you would think love come a go 

with no pain no scares

but it left me brused up and out of breath

who knew your first love

would leave you open an exposed

what i thought love was

it was backwards

i gave in 

i took the words that burned in my heart

and the heavy handed smacks 

across my face

instead of covering my heart i coverd me scares

and all my black an blue bruses

i felt alone 

my soul cried for help

but he came back with a crazy warm embrace

i took him back

i took the sorrys

i took the pain

then i snapped

i screamed out 

"I Wasn't Ready...Please Help Me...!!"