i will not say

the smile on my face is not real

it is all a disguise

but no one can tell 

that i am sad,alone,hurt,and scared 

i am teased about what i do or what i say what i wear

normaly i would say i dont care 

but i do i care about what the cool kids think of me 

i wont lie i have looked in the mirrior and have said i need to change me

i wont lie i do think about completely changeing every thing i have 

i will not say that i have said to my self everday you look great not one thing you should change

the smile is now completely gone the disguise has been thrown away but the the problem wasnt the smile 

it was based on personality

it was all...me