I will wait

I cry myself to sleep, Thinking of what I did wrong. Some days you go from mean to sweet, Then also weak to strong At times I wish for a different life, But then I realize I have more than others. My mind wanders high like a kite, As I think of the struggling mothers. Day by day I think about leaving, The worldly things get to hard to handle. Trying to multitask when I don’t understand the meaning My problems are too big, they are mishandled. But I will wait, Because I appreciate the things you do. So if you relate, Then can you appreciate me to.